she's in town, yeah right

i went around the place of lot this afternoon, and i saw their house brought into life once again. the house is once again irritatingly noisy and filled with people, some of whom perhaps are our friends who have missed her as badly as i do. for the first time in so many years, i have seen the place i frequented liven. i went around it for seven times but i never had the guts to pull over and knock.not at this situation.

sigh...

kung ok lang sana kami, masaya sana.

i want to tell her the stories i had in the years that we have never seen each other personally, how i almost had a libel case; how many girls i have met and caused me loads of problems without her to turn in to; how i have joined all these socio-political endeavors that i am in. the list goes endless that a day will never be enough.

and i want to introduce my girlfriend to her. i want to tell her our story; how we met; now she snubbed me the first time we met; how i courted her; how i finally met the family of my girlfriend; how i am introduced to them. i want to tell her how happy i am now, finally...

but i cant because we're not in talking terms...

masaya sana... sayang