in a quandary

have you ever wandered and wondered where the hell in this big earth are you going? i do! it happens to me quite often these days. oh yeah i am going to graduate this coming march 31, and i am happy for it. but along with that happiness is weariness as to what am i going to do with my life.

well that is not exactly accurate. i know what do i want to do, and what do i want to happen. yeah, a friend of mine once said that the good thing in me is that i know what i want and if i keep my sight unto it i would know just how to get it.

i just hope such thing is still true at this very moment.

there are so many things i would want to accomplish and i cannot see myself anywhere nearer from them. i tried to achieve one thing at a time but i am not satisfied with what i am doing with my life. i do not want to burn myself anymore in thinking how am i going to get the ball rolling once again.