an open letter to no one

i have a theory... man by nature is evil and it is only in one man's conscious desire to change that he becomes a part of those who have gave in to the phenomenon we call goodness.

just this saturday, when i arrived home from a restless day in law school i was hoping that i could sit down and chill for a while as my girlfriend and i take the opportunity to have a very good conversation without thinking about my recitation the next day, which has become a rare commodity these days. but things never went the way i wanted because you and your friend called and asked if the two of us could talk. your friend approached me nicely that, for respect in her polite approach, i never had the face to turn her down.

i understand your reactions and your outrage. somehow during that time when you were throwing invectives at me over the line i realized that you deserve that moment. yes, indeed i became such a jerk before, and indeed i have hurt you in many ways you could ever imagine, but hell, it was a good four-year span already. much has changed in us, and i have left everything that reminds me of the thing that we had in the past.

i dont want to apologize anymore for what i have done since i know i sincerely have done so in the past. whether you have accepted it, just the way you purported, or not, i no longer give a big damn. i can only be evil once or twice in my life, but cannot be evil for the entirety of it. if after that four years that we have stayed apart you have opted to remain were i left you, then that is no longer my fault. you have brought it to yourself, and the shitty things i have done to you are in no way a part of that anymore.

move on so your friends and i have told you. your reasons for turning a deaf's ear may justify for doing such, but i could no longer be held accountable for that. at least not in the conflicts that you have brought against yourself.

i will no longer write here what you have done to me, instead for the rest of this whatever i will just ask you to carry on with your life. this is bye bye now. just like what you wanted, i hope not to see you again, i hope not to hear from you again. if ever we will bump into each other someday, which i doubt we would, be rest assured that i would act as if you are a complete stranger... unknown...

i hope you'll be ok... i am happy now. move on...