while on a ride towards the the review center i happened to pass by my former school in elementary. i cant help not to remember the way i snatched my girl friend's headband and soaked it in the water drum inside the male's comfrot room. our grounds then have square bricks and we used to play life-sized chess during our freetime. when i was in grade 2 i always played the soldier piece. much to my tantrums to play the role of an official, grade 4 bullies always had the last say on who to play what. when i was in grade 4 i was promoted from being a soldier to being a bishop or, often, the horse.

i have a friend of my age and he seem to have never got the chance to let go of his childhood. at the age of 23, going 24 this year, he has started riding skateboards and started doing the ollie. and he now has a 6-inch long 4-inch wide bruise out of falling from his skateboard.

what is wrong with our picture? i asked him if it is his second serving of childhood and he nonchalantly said: "no, the first is yet to be over."

that is what's wrong with our picture. i have grown too much that i forgot how to enjoy some of the simple things i used to love. what sucks is that i know this for a fact, yet i cannot move a rat's ass to have it solved.

i am tired in writing bull.. let me chill for a while

i am in a big dilemma at this very moment. it is a bit queer that i am sitting in front of this computer and slacking when my board exmas is approaching and fast. to pass it, an examiner should garner a grade point average of 75 percent with no board subject falling below 65 percent.

i think i can reach the 75 percent gpa, but i do not think my pratcial accouting 2 can pass the 65 percent mark. if it doe not, then it will still merit a failing mark. you can, time and again, say that i can do it, but i am just being realistic with my lil capacity in passing the exams.

couple to that fact the reality that i no longer am happy with the way my life revolves around accounting. i eat it for breakfast and i sleep with it in the evening. damn i miss my life. i am no longer happy with the thought that i will become a cpa, neither am i happy in the idea that i will pass it.

i have bought commentary book in constitution of Bernas and a codal book of the 1987 phil consti yesterday in preparation for law school in June. i cant wait to get my hands on those books and i think i am going to be happy in reading them for the rest of the summer instead.

but i have invested too much time in accounting. i have wasted too much of life to back out this late from it. i cannot live with the thought that i never finished what i have started. but damn it! i just cant find the satisfaction in it...