random thoughts

sometimes, its suicide that kills the pain....

i pity myself for not writing anything good in this page. today is my exams in law on sales and i am so tired of reading those gibberish law provisions. all i just want to do is sit and stare blankly at somewhere. ah, the set back of being alive. had it not for my mom and my bro i could be kissing ass with satan right now.. hhhhmmm, such a morbid idea. i do not intend to end my dreams anyway. but i am so tired. so damn tired

commercial: ei marge, i tried browsing this shoutmix thing that you've recommended. i have a code now, the thing is i cant seem to find the application in this blogspot thing which will allow me to install that code. you have to help me on this man. sorry if i had not changed my settings yet. itext mo nalang ang violent reaction mo for the mean time. hehe

if i die though, in any way, please have my wake at the abbey of san beda. organize a necrological rights, have my high school friends attend the event. i am actually looking for ways to know my actuality as a man. if the impossible could be done, please look for chielot and fly her here before my funeral. i want to see that actuality, i want to know how he people i treasured see me as their confidant, lover, muckraker. i want ika to be around.

ride the sunset...

kung kailan pa nawalan ng ilaw, saka pa naging malinaw. ngunit, magkailaw man madilim pa rin, magkailaw man madilim pa rin. kung wala ka.